English Final Essay
June 5, 2007All through this year in English we learned a lot about reading, writing, and most importantly of all, thinking. The Three major categories I think really summarized the year were: Themes from books (Revenge vs. Mercy, and the affect of fear on certain individuals), ESLR’s, and Standards (Grammatical and mechanical conventions in written compositions. In this essay I will be explaining what I felt that I learned, liked, and what I felt I had the most fun with.
This year one of the major themes that I felt that was most emphasized on was the idea of the affect of fear on certain individuals. I feel this can be properly defined as; the process that happens to a person’s thinking ability when tested with fear and how the person reacts in certain situations. In Lord of the Flies, Jack uses that idea to control the minds of the other children. He mind washes them with ideas of monsters and goons living in the jungle behind them. Out of fear and thinking that Jack is their only hope they all turn to him and soon their judgment is clouded from fear and hate and they end up killing two people. I think that they felt that during this time on the island they were not only afraid but also homesick. I think that over all not only were they scared of dying but they also felt that being in a group of friends who looked out for each other was safer as well. I imagine that in a situation like theirs I would have done the same thing.
In Anne Frank I came to the conclusion that the same kind of dominance and power coming from Hitler was coming from the same types of ideas. He would use fear as a weapon of control and power. He not only used the same weapon as Jack but he used it in the same way. He inflicted fear upon individuals and soon everyone had fear of him and his soldiers, fear of having Jewish family or friends for fear of death, and other countries were now afraid of Hitler and the fear just kept on spreading. This fear helped Hitler win many wars and many countries and kill many people because this fear that he had created was like a wall constricting the ordinary thoughts of justice and wrongness from many people’s minds. Because there was this mind barrier, there many people who joined him. After the war many captured Nazi’s confessed to only joining Hitler for the fear of not joining him. I came to the conclusion that many people probably came to; either do the wrong thing and live, or do the right thing and die. This for me is a very hard decision because as a father for example with a family that works hard every day I would definitely convert into a Nazi and save my family from doom. On the other hand I think that as a hard working individual with no family I would fight against the Nazi’s whether I live or die.
Now lets talk about ESLR’s! ESLR’S being the most repulsive and boring thing that I have learned all year I do think though that I have excelled in them and that they have made me better academically and as a person. The one ESLR that I think that I improved the most on this year was The Critical Thinker ESLR. In English in particular, I feel I did the most things to improve this ESLR. One of the things that I felt that we did that improved my Critical Thinking skills the most were the in-class discussions that we had. During these in-class discussions I tried to stay active and always listen to what the other person was saying. Mr. Raisdana always had an opposing point or idea to throw in the discussions. For example, he would give us one point make us discuss the point and thoroughly “dissect” it and then he would throw something in there completely opposing the idea we had come to and this lead to me being a much more open-minded person, and to always look at many sides of the stories before coming to any conclusion. Another thing that I felt that we did that helped me understand my capacities of a critical thinker were the 1,000 word essays. These essays really helped me expand my region of thoughts from what I did this year to using blooms taxonomy to fully understand everything that I learned this year.
In conclusion, English this year was the class that I enjoyed the most and that I felt helped develop an open-minded thinking process. To end the topic of the affect of fear on certain individuals I have come to the conclusion that fear is the one thing that can never be changed in an individual. It will always remain there. The fact that the fear remains does not mean that we can not overcome it at certain times when necessary, I feel that fear will always remain but there will forever be an individual with the determination to oppose it.
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